Jake - Kuya Ron

Hello readers, Im jake from the north and heres my sex experience.by the way im a 5'8'' tall slim person with dimples, and quite fair complexion thanks to my mom. anyway this story happened in my hometown and it happened because of a lot of booze and libog hahaha. it started when i invited kuya ron for celebration of me passing the board exams. we were actually neighbors and he is just a few houses away from my place but we only get the chance to be close when we were classmates in a review center. he was only 2 years older than me. oh yeah, i almost forgot, he passed the board too. "kuya ron, punta ka naman sa bahay q, celebrte tau." "sure. ikaw ang taya. haha." "so...pupunta ka kuya ko?" kuya ko tawag ko sa kanya pero di siya naawkward kasi alam naman niya na medyo tagilid ako at lagi ko siyang nililibre hahaha kaya you could say we're close hahaha "ang kulit mo..sure na nga eh. hahaha." medyo tumalon ako sa saya sa reply na. magwa-one month na nga kaming di nagkikita sa kakahintay sa result. miss ko na kasi yun kasi ang guapo niya. aside form being 6 foot, he also has a nice body, pero walang abs, flat lang tummy niya, pero mas gusto ko ang dibdib niya kasi ang lapad na parang ang sarap humiga doon ahahah. maputi din siya kagaya ko at may tattoo siya sa likod na dragon. hahaha pinakita niya sa akin noon hahaha kaya naghanda na ako para sa celebration namin ng gabing yun. simple inuman lang with pulutan kasi yun ang gusto niya. hahaha pinagbigyan. hehe wala ang mga parents ko nung time na yun kasi nasa bakasyon pero payag naman sila na maghost ako ng inuman sa bahay kasi kilala naman nila si kuya ron. mga six ng gabi ay may nagknock sa door namin.
si kuya ron na pala yun. sinalubong ko siya at di mapigilang yakapin siya. grabe ang bango niya kahit di nakaperfume. yung natural lang,. uy pero naliligo siya ahahahaha. "kuya ron! congrats!" "congrats din ading koh." yun tawag nia sa akin, hahaha sweet noh wahaha. nakasando lang siya at basketball shorts pero ang sarap pa rin niyang tignan. hahahah pogi kasi eh "tara pasok na kayu." kasama din niya sa celebration ang mga barkada niya na nakapasa din at naging friends ko na rin dahil kay kuya ron. "inuman na!" sigaw ko at naghiyawan sila. buong gabi kaming naginuman nagkantahan sa videoke na magic sing ahaha nagkwentuhan at nagkantsawan ahaahha masaya kasama si kuya ron dahil palangiti at mahilig magpatawa. hanggang mga alas dos na ng umaga ay nagsiuwian na ang mga barkada ni kuya ron maliban sa kanya. naginuman pa kami at nagusap tungkol sa kahit saang topic na pwede naming pagusapan. nang mga time na yun ay wala na siyang pangitaas kasi naiinitan daw. hahha ang puti ng dibdib niya at makikitah mo ang linyang bulbul niya hanggang sa pagitan ng shorts niya ahhahaa nakakalibog tignan si kuya ron. until tinukso ko siya sa nagkakacrush sa kanya sa review na babae. "hmmm if i know kuya koh gusto mo rin si alice noh?" "hahaha. baliw." ngumiti siya sa akin. ang ganda ng ngiti niya nakakaakit kahit maputla na mukha niya dahil nalalasing na siya. "eh, ikaw...sino crush mo?" "ako? walang guapo dun sa review hahaha" "ako? di ba ako guapo?" "syempre guapo ka. hahahaha" "so crush mo ako?" natahimik at nahiya ako sa sinabi niya. oo crush ko siya at iniiwasan ko talaga yung nanunuksong tingin niya sa akin nung time na yun, parang kasing binabasa niya yung isip ko. "wag ka ng magdeny halata naman at di ako galit," pinisil niya yung pisngi ko. wala pa rin akong imik. namula ang mga pisngi ko sa ginagawa niya. "hoyy, bat ka natuliro diyan? ahahaha" "ah. eh. kuya kasi.." "hahahah ang cute mo kapag namumula ka halika nga dito." hinila niya ako sa tabi niya at inakbayan. "huwag ka ng mahiya sa akin jake, okay lang sa akin na may crush ka sakin kaya pagbibigyan kita." nagulat ako sa sinabi niyang huli. anong ibig niyang sabihin na pagbigyan? tumawa siya ng hindi pa ako nagsalita. "hahahah ang cute mo talaga. pakiss naman." aktong hahalikan niya ako sa labi ay iniwasan ko ito at ang pisngi ko ang sumalo sa malambot niyang labi. mahina ko siyang tinulak pero kinilig akoh. "kuya, ano ba? lasing ka na." "hahaha.. oo lasing ako." nagnakaw ulit siya ng halik pero sa mga labi ko. "ang sarap ng mga labi mo ading, pwedeng isa pa?" hinawakan niya ag ulo ko para di ako pumiglas. hinalikan niya ako sa labi. sa sobrag gusto ko sa kanya at sa sobrang libog na nararamdaman ko nung time na yun ay bumawi din ako sa halik hanggang naging torid na ang pagahahalikan namin. umuungol pa nga si kuya. matpos lko siayng halikan ay sinunod ko nman ang kanyang leeg at matipunong dibdib. sinipsip ko ang mga nipples niyang kulay pink na siyang dahilan ng malakas na singhap at ungol niya. "shiiiiitttt!!!! ahhhh, galing mo ading koh" bumaba ako sa pagkain sa kanyang nipples hanggang sa pusod niya. nakikita ko na medyo umuumbok na ang kanyang harapan.malibog talaga si kuya, ipinasok ko ang aking kamay sa loob ng shorts niya sa may butas ng hita niya at mariing pinisil pisil ang alagah niya sa loob. tumaas konti ang beywang niya sa ginawa ko. "oooohhhhhhhh!!!" sumunod ay kinagat kagat ko ang bukol ng shorts niya. tinutukso ko kasi siya, "isubo mo na please ading ko." pagmamakaawa ni kuya kasi sabik na sabik na siya. binaba ko ang suot niayng shorts at brief at tumambad sa harpa ko ang alaga niya. grbe ang laki at mataba. napalunok ako sa taba nito kasi at ang lai ng ulo nito. parang kabute. hinawakan ko muna ito sa katawan at dinilaan ng dahan dahan ang shaft. "ahhhhhhhhhhhh, shittttt!!!!! adingggg!!!!!" nakakalibog ang mga ungol niya. sunod ay unti unti kong sinubo ang ulo gn alaga niya. "ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,,, fuccccccckkkkk!!!!!! wag mong tagalan at baka labasan ako!!!!!" sinubo ko ng buo ang alagah niya. deep throat ikaw mo. at nanatili ako gn ganoong posisyon para matukso lalo si kuya ron "fuccccckkk! fuck!!!! ang init ng lalamunan mo ading!!!!!" unti unti gumagalaw na ag ulo ko para masimulan na itsupa si kuya ron. grabe ang sarap ng titi niya. tuloy din siya sa pagungol. "ahhhhhhhhhhhhh....oooooooooo.....shitttt..shitttt...ang sarapppppp adddinnggggg...tuloyyyy mo langggg...ahhhhh" tinignan ko naman ang mukha niya. nakapikit siya at halatang enjoy na enjoy hahahaha. matagal ko siyang blinojob hanggang tinanong niya ako kung pwede niya akong kantutin. "kuya masakit yun eh." "wag kang magalala akong bahala sayu." sabay ngiti sa akin. dinala niya ako sa kwarto ko pinaghubad ako. tas pinahiga niya ako sa may kama ko. nilagyan niya ng unan sa ilalim ng pwet ko at kinuha ang lotion sa may aparador koh. kinakabahan ako pero di ko na rin mapigilan ang libog ko kaya hinayaan ko na siyang lagyan ng lotion ang butas ko at nilagyan naman niya ng lotion ang ari niya. tinaas niya ang dalawa kong binti sa balikat niya. "relax ka lang ading koh." tinutok niya ang ulo ng ari niya sa butas koh at unti unting pinasok, masakit ang pagpasok niya kahit dahan dahan. sumigaw ako sa sakit nung medyo nakalahati na namin ang ari niya sa pagpasok. "okay ka lang ading?" may pagaalala sa mukha ni kuya ron. "okay lang kuya, sige lang," nagsisinungaling ako nun kasi ayokong palampasin itong oppurtunity na to ahahaha "sige..sabi mo eh." at sa wakas nagawa na niyang maipasok ang buong alaga niya. "okay ka pa rin ba jake?" tanong ni kuya ron. "sige kuya, kantutin mo na akoh." ngumiti siya at dahan dahan siyang bumayo hanggang naging mabilis na ang ritmo niya. nung una masakit pero unti unting napapalitan ng sobrang sarap na pakiramdam. "uhhhhhhhh....ahhhhhhhh.....shitttt! sarap ng butas mo jakeeeee!!!!!!!! ang inittttttt!!!!!ahhhhhhhh" nakakalibog talaga ang mga sinisigaw ni kuya ron. "fuccccckkkkkk,,,,, ahhhhhhh,,,,,oooohhhhhh....." pumatong na siya sa taas ko pero di pa rin siya pumigil sa pagkantot sa akin. hinalikan niya ako sa labi. "aaaahhhhhhh....ahhhhh....malapit na akong labasan jakkkkkeeee.....ahhhhhhhhhh....." hinugot niya ang ari niya at itinutok sa tiyan koh. lumabas ang katas niya at tumama sa dibdib ko at konti sa mukha koh. tumabi na si kuya ron sa tabi ko. hinihngal. "fuck....ang sarap mong kantutin ading ko. at hinalikan niya ako ulit sa labi. "ulitin natin mamaya. pahinga muna ako." at nginitian ako ng mokong. totoo ang sinabi niya, pagkalipas ng dalawang oras ay naground two pa kami. pagkatapos ay umaga na ako nagising. nagising na rin si kuya at nakaupo ito sa dulo ng kama. tinabihan ko siya at niyakap sa may likuran. "morning!" "morning din ading koh..." at hinalikan niya akoh sa pisngi. "yun na pala blowout mo sa akin noh?" tumawa siya ng malakas. "oo..nagenjoy ako ading...salamat at pumayag kang paligayahin kita." "anytime kuya." "so....pwede natin ulitin ito anytime??" "oo ba." ngumiti siya sa sinabi koh at hinalikan ulit sa pisngi. hinalikan ko siya sa hubad niyang balikat niya. kapag may time kaming dalawa ay nagpaparaos kami sa isat isa hahaha pero pumigil na kami nung magkabalikan na siya ng gf niya matapos ang cool off nila. ngumingiti pa rin siya sa akin ng malisyoso kapag dumadaan ako sa sari sari store ng tita niya. salamat kuya ron! jake :)

Andy Mitchelle - The Dentist, the Gasoline Boy and the Call Center Agent

Paunawa: Sinadyang ibahin ang pangalan ng mga karakter upang maikubli ang kanilang tunay na pagkatao. Handa sa kung ano mang opinyon.

“Pag tiwala ang nasira. Paniguradong may mawawala.”

Mga dalawang linggo na rin nung matangggap ako sa call center dito sa Pampanga. Maganda naman dito, kaso wala pa ako apartment na matitirhan. Ako si Andy, 26 yrs. old. Taga bulacan at napiling maging call center agent dahil kailangan ko ng malaking kita para sa nanay kong may sakit.

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“Andy sa may malapit lang may apartment daw mura lang ang upa.” Eka ni Eliz, kasama ko sa trabaho.

“Sige tignan natin mamaya.” Sagot ko naman

Dito ko nakilala si Arvie, ang tagapagbantay ng nasabing apartment. Ang apartment ay may gasolinahang negosyo rin daw ng may-ari. Si Arvie, kung ihahambing sa artista ay masasabi mong kamukha o kahawig ni Coco Martin. Mula sa tindig, mukha  at pananamit. Hindi mo masasabing isang gasoline boy. Ang pakilala n’ya sa amin ay pinsang ikalawa n’ya ang may-ari. Kung baga, bukod sa isa pang gasoline boy, masasabing siya ang katiwala ng may-ari ng apartment.

Mabait si Arvie. Bukod pa nga sa katotohanang attracted ako sa mukha n’ya lalo na sa nangungusap niyang mga mata. Kaya naman hindi na rin ako nahirapan na kilalanin siya. Lagi rin siyang bumabati at ngumingiti sa akin. Katabi lang din ng napili kong kwarto ang tinutulugan niya.

Lumipas ang mga dalawang buwan, mas lumalim pa ang pagtingin ko sa kanya. Minsan nga ay sa kwarto ko na siya natutulog o ako ang natutulog sa kwarto n’ya. Hirap din kasi ako makatulog ng mag-isa. Madali lang kasi siya makaclose. Mabait at malambing.

Hindi ko na rin itinangging gusto ko s’ya. Ngiti lang naman ang lagi n’yang sagot. Ayos na ako sa ganoon kesa sa itaboy niya ko. Pagmagkatabi kami. Magkayakap kami o ako ay nakadantay sa kanya. Matapos ang pagpapahayag ng nararamdaman ko sa kanya ay nagning kami na nga. Na mas lalong nagpagaang sa pagsasama naming dalawa. hindi naman daw ako mahirap magustuhan. Ang saya saya ko noon. Hindi maikukubli ang kaligayahang aking nadarama. Kilala niya ang mga kaibigan ko. Ang mga magulang ko. Lagi ko silang nababanggit sa kan’ya.lalo pa nga ang best friend ko. ‘yung mga lakad namin, pagsasama na minsan ay nagiging dahilan para magselos siya. Alam din niya na may pagtingin ako sa best friend ko. Sinasabi ko na lang sa kanya na kahit gusto ko ang best friend ko ay hindi ako gusto nun dahil hindi n’ya ako type. Nginingitiian lang niya ako. 

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“Andy nasaan ka? Kailangan ko kasi ng patient sa miyerkules?” si Frank ang best friend kong nag-aaral para maging dentist. Kailangan ng patient na papastahan ang ngipin.

Kung mabait si Arvie, mas lalo ang kabaitan ni Frank. Hindi ko naman siguro s’ya magiging best friend. Si Frank ay may hawig kay Nyoy Volante. Malamlam na malaki ang mata, manipis ang labi at makapal ang kilay. Mabait, sweet, malambing.

“Nandito ako sa apartment sa Pampanga. Sige sa Wednesday magkita tayo at wala naman akong pasok.”

    Si Frank ‘yung tipong isang text message lang sa akin ay gagawan ko ng paraan para makasama siya. Nagkakilala kami noong college pa. Team captain siya ng volleyball at ako naman ang president ng ng college namin. Hanggang sa lumalim ng lumalim ang aming pagkakakilala. Naglaro nga ako ng volleyball kahit hindi ako masyadog sanay para lang makasama siya eh. Siya ‘yung lagi ko nakakasama maglunch, umuwi, gumala. Lahat ng  lakad kami ang magkasama. Punta sa Trinoma, alis  papuntang Malate. At kung saan mang mundo ng LGBT. Yup,tama po. Bi nga po ang best friend ko. Ako naman ay bi kuno pero alam kong bading ako. Wala namag masama. Lahat ng secrets namin ay secrets talaga.  Lahat ng mga taong nakakakita sa amin akala ay kaming dalawa. Tinatawanan na lang namin. Pero syempre alam ni Frank na mahal ko s’ya. Lalo pa nga’t pinararamdam naman nyang mahalaga ako sa kanya. May tawagan pa nga kami eh. Sugar.

Miyerkules ng umaga. Maaga akong bumyahe para pumunta sa nasabing usapan.

“Frank alam mo ba may boyfriend na ako. Si Arvie”

“Yung sinasabi mong poging gasoline boy?”

“Oo.s’ya nga. Ang bait n’ya. Malambing. At …”

“at? Mabango?” sabi niya.

Sabay kaming natawa.

Iipapakilala ko s’ya sa’yo. Minsan naman ikaw ang dumalaw sa akin sa Pampanga.Nabaggit na rin naman kita sa kanya. At gusto ka rin daw niya makilala.”

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    Dumating nga ag araw na dumalaw sa aking apartment si Frank. Magada naman daw Yug napili kong lugar.

“Frank, si Arvie boy friend ko.”

“Arvie si Frank best friend ko.”

    Nagkamayan silang dalawa at nagkwentuhan. Bumili rin ako ng makakain at uminom din kami.

“Maiwa ko muna kayong dalawa jan” sabi ko.

“San ka pupunta?”

“magsi-CR lang ako honey.”

“Sige honey bilisan mo lang wah.”

    Ang saya nang gabing ‘yun.  After uminom ay natulog na kami. Tabi tabi kami. Ako katabi si Arvie at siya katabi Frank.

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    Makaraan ag dalawang linggo  matapos ang nasabing pagdalaw, tila parang naiba ang pakikitugo sa akin ni Arvie. Hindi na s’ya masyadong nagpapalambing. Inisip ko na lang na maaring pagod.

“May problema ba tayo? May nagawa ba akong hindi maganda? May kasalanan ba ako sa’yo?”  sunod sunod kong taong sa kanya kahit wala akong naisip na nagawa kong mali.

“Sorry.” Sabi niya.

“Sorry? Sorry para saan?” tanong ko

“Sorry. Hindi ko sinasadya. Hindi namin.” Patapos pa lang s’ya sasasabihi nya

“Namin? Arvie wala ako maintindihan.”

“Mahal ko na s’ya. Mahal din n’ya ako? Hindi namin sinasadyang mahulog sa isa’t isa. Si Frank mabait siya.  Maalalahanin. Hindi ko rin alam. Nung magputa s’ya rito. Ewan ko. Noong nagpaalam kang magpunta ng CR, hinalikan ko s’ya. Habang natutulog; habang nakadantay ka sa akin magkahawak kami ng kmay. Ang saya saya noong araw na iyon. Ewan ko ba? Walag pagpapaggap gusto kita Andy pero..”

    Ganoon na nga ang nangyari. Nagkadevelopan ang best friend ko at ag lalaking pinaglalaanan ko ng pansin para mawala ang nararamdaman ko sa best friend ko.. Pero ano pa nga bang magagawa ko? Masaya sila. At wala akong magagawa. Nung mga panahong ‘yun. Napaisip ako. Kaya pala noong nag-iinuman kami ako katabi ko si Arvie at katabi n’ya si Frank. Kaya pala panay ang apir nila sa isat isa. Kaya pala iba .Kaya pala gusto ni Arvie na magkatabi kaming tatlo. Para hindi ko maisip na may something na sa kanila. Kaya pala hindi kumontra si Frank.

    Isa lang naman ang hiniling ko kay Arvie nung mga oras na ‘yun. Ang alagaan nya si Frank. Ang best friend kong mahal ko. Oo, maaring tanga nga ako na ganung kadali lang angpagpapaubaya sa kanila. Tulad nga ng sabi ko kanina. Kapag dating kay Frank, lahat magagawa ko. Lahat handa akong ibigay. Kahit ang kaligayahan ko. Mahal ko s’ya. Nagsettle nga akong best friends kami eh. Tsaka alam kong ‘pag nagsawa rin s’ya magkakaron kami ng chance. Inisip ko na lang na hindi pa rin naman ako ganoong nakapag-invest ng emotions kay Arvie. Na kaya ko lang naman sinasabing mahal ko si Arvie kasi hindi ako kayang mahalin ng best friend ko. Na siya naman talagang mahal ko una pa pa lang.

Hindi ko na hiningi ang paliwanag pa ni Frank sa nangyari.  Hinayaan ko na lang silang maging maligaya sa isat isa. Para akong tangang in love sa best friend ko at nang makahanap ng iba idinivert ko ang feelings ko para masabi kong kaya kong magmahal ng iba. At ipaubaya ag taong nagpapaligaya na sana sa akin sa best friend ko dahil sa pagmamahal ko sa kanya.

Sakripisyo ng isang tanga.

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Same apartment pa rin ako nakatira. Dumadalas nga ang pagdalaw ni Frank. Syempre hindi para sa akin, para kay Arvie. Nagla-lock sila ng pinto. Nakikita ko rin sila misang magkayakap. Mga bagay na di namin nagawa ng best friend ko at mga bagay na dati kami ni Arvie ang gumagawa. Aminin ko man sa sarili ko. Masakit. Umiiyak ako. Kilala ko si Frank. Madali lang s’ya magsawa. Ma-turn off. Sa dami ng mga pinakilala n’ya sa akin. Alam kong malaki ang pag-asang mahiwalay din sila.

Hindi nga ako nagkamali, few weeks after, break na raw ‘yung dalawa. Hindi ko alam  paano magre-react. Matutuwa ba ako kasi wala na sila? Magagalit ba ako dahil sinaktan ni Arvie si Frank? Malulungkot ba ako para sa kanila Dami kong naiisip. Pero hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko.  Sabi ko na lang sa sarili ko. Tama nga ako. Sawain talaga si Frank.

Hindi na nagpapakita sa amin si Frank sa apartment. Kahit masakit sa kin ay pilit kong inunawa ang mga nangyari. Spat na sa aking nakapagsorry na sila. Wala naman na akong magagawa at nangyari na ang lahat ng iyon. Hindi na dapat isipin kung sino ang pinaka-kawawa sa nga nangyari. Ang mahalaga. Moved on na nga sa kinahinatnan ng bagay na ‘yon.

Laging balisa si Arvie. Ako naman hindi ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan ang lahat. Magkasma kami sa iisang lugar. Kapag magkakasalubong kami ay paniguradong may iiwas. Syempre, ang awkward ng nangyari eh.

“Alam kong iniiwasan mo ako. Pakiramdam mo niloko kita. Kahit ano naman ang gawin ko mapatawad mo lang ako.”

“Lasing ka lang. kinakalimutan ko na ‘yung nangyayari. Tapos na ‘yun Arvie.”

Bigla n’ya akong niyakap. Hindi ako makapalag sa higpit ng pagkakayakap sa akin. Umiiyak siya.Ano pa nga ba ang dapat kong gawin? Niyakap ko na rin s’ya at sinabing  okay na ang nangyari.

Hinalikan niya ako sa noo, sa ilong, sa labi. Isang bagay na noon ko pa hinihiling kay Arvie.  Bakla lang po ako. Mahina. Mahina sa tukso. Wala akong nagawa noong ako ay kanyang halikan sa labi. Mariin, mapangahas. Punong puno ng pagnanasa. Gumanti na rin ako ng halik. Sa mga panahong iyon ay nageespadahan na ang aming mga dila. Unti uinti na rin kaming natatangalan ng saplot. Dinama ko ang kanyan pagkalalaki, patuloy ang pagtama ng aming mga labi. Bumaba siya sa aking leeg. Pabalik  sa labi. Habang ako naman ay nakahawak sa noon ay tumitigas na nyang alaga. Lubhang mapangahas ang mga naganap. Binuka ko ang aking bibig. Upang magbigay daan sa kanyang alagang nagwawala at tila nais kumawala.. Taas baba ako, tila walang kapaguran sa pagkain ng masarap na lollipop. Para akong batang sabik nasabik sa pagdede. Tila ba mauubusan ng pagkakataon. Hinawakan nya ang aking ulo. Idiniriin ag kanyang pagkalalaki hanggang sa ko ay mabilaukan.

Maya maya pa’y, binulungan n’ya akong nais daw iyang pasukin ang aking lagusan. Tumago na lamang ako. Ayokong mabitin ang apoy ng pagsasama naming dalawa. Binuksan n’ya ag proteksyon at iilgay sa matgas niyang ari. Isang malakas na sigaw ang pumukaw sa maliit na kwarto. Sigaw ng magkahalong sakit kirot as sarap. Dahan dahan. Hanggang sa pabilis ng pabilis. Wala kang maririnig kung hiddi ang  aming bumibilis na paghinga.

“Sige pa, sige pa napakasarap mo talaga.” Siya sa akin   

“Mahal na mahal kita. Mahal na mahal kita.” Ako sa kanya.

“Mahal din kita.”

Lubos ang sarap na nadarama naming dalawa.

Isang malakas na “aaaaaaaaah” ang pinakawalan n’ya. indikasyong siya’y nilabasan.muli ay hinalikan niya ako. At tinulungan niya akong magpalabas. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam.

“I love you.” Habang nakadantay ako sa kanya.

 Wala akong narinig na tugon sa kanya. Alam ko naming hindi talaga siyatutugong mahal n’ya ako. Lalo pa ngaat alam kong sariwa pa ang pakikipaghiwalay ni Frank sa kanya. Wala lang siyang mahingahan noong mga oras na ‘yon.  Lalo ko pa ngang napatunayan noong makatulog na siya. Nagsasalita siya. At ano pa nga ba ang binibanggit niya. Si Frank.hind ko na ito binanggit s kanya. Normal normalan school of acting ang peg ko. Ganoon naman kasi talaga ko. Iniisip ko. Everything happens for a reason. And no matter what happened, as long as you know that you did your past. You will be happy. Happy enough to live your life freely.

Ilangbuwan ang lumipas. Umalis sa apartment si Arvie. Umiwi na s’ya ng nueva ecija. Habang ako ay lumipat na rin  ng apartment. Tuloy ang communications sa pagitan naming dalawan ni Frank. Si Arvie. Naglahong parang bula. Hindi na nagparamdam.

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Aubrey - When I Met You

Hello there everyone. My name is Aubrey. Don’t let the name fool you, just like my audience, I'm gay as well. And I'm going to share to you my love story.

Let’s begin first with a little description. I'm from Baguio, currently taking up Hotel and Restaurant Management in a well acknowledged university. I'm a 5 foot and 8 inches tall kind of person. My friends knew I was gay the start and my parents too from. My family used to live in Hawaii but we decided to move back in the Philippines because education was cheaper here.

They accept me as long as I don’t do anything that might harm the reputation of my family. But still, I'm quite open about my gender and people would get disappointed to see a handsome guy act all feminine and what not. Yes what you read is true, I'm not afraid to show the world who I truly am. Id love to walk with my hips swaying to the sides and fly kisses to cute guys that I’d bump into. (Laughs)

First day in college was a blast and immediately I had lots of friends. All of which are girls and gays too. We were an indestructible barkada . We proudly walk and flaunt the hallways and laugh aloud so much to the point we get scolded five times by the same teacher. It’s really fun but I only had one problem. I was bullied.

His name is Mark. He’s already a sophomore in BSHRM and he’d hang out with his group of arrogant, gullible and ego-centric posers! They also own the hallways and they always loiter in their favorite spot, the stairs which is really irritating because of all the places they can be monkeys and douche bags, it’s the stairs, which is the only way to leave after finishing my classes on the third floor.

Going back to Mark, he was quite scary at first. He always had that angry expression in his face that matched his punk rock style.

My first encounter with him was when I first left the classroom in a diva fashion, you know, strutting like a model with an eye brow raised, then there he was with his barkada and they looked at me as I way approaching them. I didn’t mind at first but I was so intrigued at how Mark looked at me. He was glaring at me until I finally passed him. It was really scary because I felt I was being watched over by a freaky psycho.

The days passed by and it’s the same thing. I would take the stairs and he would keep staring at me with those angry eyes. I tried to ignore him and won’t let that ruin my day until….

“Hoy bakla! Huwag ka ngang rarampa-rampa ng malandi dito!” Mark said as I descended away from him. I looked back and he was still glaring at me while his friends laughed. Honestly, it hurts to hear those words because from the start I didn’t do anything to those guys. And this progressed for weeks. Insults, jeers and discriminating jokes attacked me and Mark started it all. I cried a lot whenever I go home and my friends comforted me and advised me to just ignore them. I promised and I did but what really confuses me is why I was their main target? Why was I the butt of their jokes? What did I do to deserve this torture?  I felt soooo depressed and I always wished that they would transfer my classes to another building so I could avoid Mark and his friends.

It was our Semifinals and I was the first one to finish my exams. It wasn’t that hard because luckily I had my handy- dandy notes with me. I left the room but was shocked to see Mark and his friends blocking the stairs again. Do these people even prioritize studies??? I thought. I had no choice because I was really hungry so I bravely walked with my head down towards the group. They suddenly got quiet when I reached for the railings then…

“Mukhang suplada ang baklita natin ngayon. Kulang siguro sa tsupa ito eh.” Those words came from Mark. I froze in my tracks. I was freaking furious. I thought, If I keep enduring these people every day, I might die from depression! My mind ordered me to fight. I looked back at him and he was smiling up to his ears.

I was so mad because this was the last straw. I had enough and it was time to confront them.

“Ano bang nagawa ko sa inyo at ako ang paborito niyong pinagtitripan ha?”I screamed at their faces. I didn’t care much if other students heard me from their rooms. I hated Mark and I hated his friends.

Mark smirked and stood up, still smiling. He first looked at his friends and nodded before saying

“Kasi ayaw namin sa mg bading, gets mo? Kaya ikaw, magpakalalaki ka na dahil ang malanding bakla parang isda, umaalingasaw ang amoy na malansa!”

My vision suddenly blacked out. All I remember is that I punched Mark’s face really hard and it made him fell. Then I charged at him, lashing out punches at his face and torso and all he could do was shield himself with his hands. His friends got rid of me from him and restrained me until he was able to stand up.

“Putang ina kang bakla!” he punched me in the guts. It was painful and I conditioned myself because he was about to punch me in the face but that didn’t happened because my teacher came to my rescue.

Guidance office. I was sitting beside my teacher and Mark sat in front of me with another teacher holding his shoulders just in case he gets wild at me. That incident caused a lot of ruckus and my parents were called up as well as Mark’s mom.

“Mr. Perez, pwede naman pagusapan nalang natin ito.” Mark’s mother begged at my parents while she was holding Mark’s hand.

“I'm sorry but I never knew na binubully pala ang anak ko sa school na ito.” Mom said in an angry tone. She was so mad because she had to cancel an important meeting at work and I was scolded later at home and it’s all Mark’s fault!

“Both students will get punished because Aubrey assaulted Mark first.” The guidance counselor said.

“That’s ridiculous!!! My son was verbally and emotionally abused everyday and it’s all that kid’s fault!” my dad pointed at Mark.

“Mr. Perez, calm down, this is our school’s policy and dapat po sana nireport ni Aubrey ang pagbubully ni Mark at mga kasama niya.” I rolled my eyes. Great! Now I have to be suspended for two days thanks to Mark!

“Magsorry ka na Mark.” His mom pleaded at him. Mark stood up from his chair and stared at me for five seconds before he said.

“Ayoko! Ayokong magsorry sa isang bakla!” then he ran outside leaving me, my parents, his mom and the guidance counselor, dumbfounded.

Second semester. The gossip of how I confronted Mark and his friends was still in effect and the people around me were really irritating because they asked a lot of questions. One of those was if I was the reason why Mark wasn’t coming to school anymore. It’s been two weeks and still no sign of him anywhere in the campus. Even his friends stopped staying near the stairs which made me really happy. I felt relieved because I will never ever be bothered by Mark again.

“Uy Brey! Alam mo na ba yung chismis?” Fe asked me while we were waiting for our next class.

“If it’s about Mark, count me out!” I wasn’t in the mood for letting these petty gossips ruin my day.

“Yeah, tungkol kay Mark nga, alam mo di daw siya makakapasok ngayong semester na ito kasi wala daw siyang pangtuition.”

“Ah…” somehow I felt sad for the bully because I learned from my conversation with Fe that Mark’s parents got divorced and the he’s living with his mom who’s just a government employee and she has to support Mark and his three siblings.

But my feelings of anger still rose above my pity for him. Who cares now that he’s gone??? Now, I can live on with my life without the thought of ever seeing that bully anymore.

It was my second year in school and my parents decided to let me stay near a dormitory near our school campus because I had a hard time commuting back and forth and I was always late for my first classes. It made me happier because I get to spend more time with my some of my friends who were also renting nearby apartments and boarding houses.

Until one rainy August, I didn’t expect to see a familiar person standing and seems to be waiting for someone in front of my dorm’s gate. Guess who. It was Mark.

He still had that punk rock style going on but when I looked at his face as he faced my direction, I noticed tears falling off his cheeks. I was stunned to see my former bully crying. He looked so sad. Maybe too sad.

He quickly wiped his tears when he noticed me approaching the gate.

“Hi.” It was simple but I felt sincerity from his voice.

I looked at him once again and I could feel he was in some deep shit. I mean his kind of sadness was indescribable. I couldn’t put a finger on it.

I decided to ignore him because my pride commanded me to march in our dorm because all the things he did in the past just kept coming back.

“Aubrey…” he called. That was the first time I heard him call me by my name. Again, I looked backed.

“I'm sorry.” He said.

Some part of me wants to hit him in the head with my three inch thick manual that I had in my hand ‘coz I thought he was really stupid to think I would forgive him that easily but at the same time I could really feel like he was sincere. I mean, I'm not as gullible as you think I am but I could really tell if a person is lying or not. But again my pride got the best of me that time and I decided to shut the gate in front of him. I was really mean back then because I wanted to make him suffer the way he did to me in the past.

When I got up to my room and looked through the window to see if he was still there, I was surprised to see him sitting in the waiting shed just across the street. He probably thought he could wait for me to come out and ask for forgiveness again but I just shrugged my shoulders and decided to watch television in our dorms’ living room. After two hours, I looked outside and it was dark but that didn’t hide the fact that Mark was still sitting at his spot and never moved an inch. I got scared because he maybe planning something really conniving but maybe he was really desperate enough to wait for me to come out.

I finished my dinner and it was already 9:00 pm. Out of curiosity, I checked again if Mark was still there and he was! Damn, I don’t need this kind of drama because I'm really tired that time so I decided to hit the sack.

I woke up the next day and looked through my window to see if my so called stalker was still hanging around. He wasn’t there anymore. Good, now I could go to school with a sigh of relief.

The day ended in its usual routine. As I walked from my school toward my dorm, I saw Mark again but this time, he was talking to the dorm’s landlady. I quietly approached the gate’s door hoping Mark wouldn’t notice me and start his weirdness all over gain but to my misfortune, the landlady called my name and Mark looked at my direction.

His expression changed from yesterday. He wasn’t crying but he had that apologetic look. He slowly walked in front of me.

“Hi Aubrey, pwedeng mag-usap tayo?”

I wasn’t in the mood actually. I shook my head and proceeded inside the vicinity. Again, I slammed the gate, making sure that he gets my message. But later that night, I learned he was in the waiting shed thanks to the watchful eyes of my other dorm mates.

His waiting charade didn’t stop there. It progressed for weeks and every day I would find myself hurriedly running inside our dorm just to avoid him and his apologies. I was so irritated and I even had to say ridiculous alibis to my classmates so I could go to our dorm earlier.

It was the last week of September and I decided to confront him because he was already getting on my nerves. It was a Monday and rain poured heavily. Good thing I brought an umbrella. I conditioned myself for our confrontation. I decided not to show mercy and go with the negative approach which involves a lot of shouting and referral to the proper authorities. But those things never happened when I saw Mark.

In the waiting shed were a lot of people, probably waiting for the rain to stop. I couldn’t see Mark anywhere. Maybe he didn’t show up because of the weather. But I was wrong. From behind the group, a familiar figure emerged from his seat. He looked at me first to confirm if I was the one he was looking for. He then, without care, walked under the rain without an umbrella and approached me.

“A-aubrey, H-hi.” I can sense he was shivering from the cold. But I didn’t care, all I wanted was to end this madness and send him off from where he belongs. I was about to open my mouth when his faced grimaced. You know the one you make when you suck a lemon. Then I heard he was breathing deep and slowly. I was shocked to what happened next. He suddenly looked wobbly and next thing I knew, I was holding him in my arms and trying to balance the both of us because I didn’t want to make a scene in front of all the people out there.

It seemed like he fainted but I could hear him groan. When his neck touched my cheek, it felt hot and then I realized, he was down with the flu. His body weight was mashing up against me so I called the landlady who, luckily, came out just in the nick of time to help me accompany Mark inside. He was able to walk but I could really feel that he was having a hard time. When we got inside, I asked permission from our landlady if he could stay for the night because he was really sick. She agreed because the weather was already crazy outside. So I took him into my room which was conveniently located on the first floor.

I carefully placed him on my bed. I didn’t have a roommate at that time because he decided to go abroad. Mark was shivering as I took off his clothes and I let him wear my extra clothes that were a little bit small for him but at least he had something to wear. I covered him with two blankets and hurriedly went to the kitchen to soak a small towel in a basin. I didn’t know what I was doing at that time. I suddenly changed from a heartless person to an instant nurse and it’s all because my pity for him grew ten times more than my pride. I guess I didn’t want to see him sick. I nursed him until he stopped shivering. I did everything my mom does when I was sick. The menthol rub, the tepid sponge bath, the warm nilaga soup and some paracetamol and it all worked. I even heard him snore.

I still can’t believe in what happened today. I mean, I should be ending this crazy person’s desire for my forgiveness, but I didn’t. I felt sorry for him because he got sick just for waiting for me. I placed my palm on his forehead to see if his temperature improved. He was a little bit warm then a strange desire from within possessed me and urged me to look at his face.

Even though he had this punk rock style going on, his face was actually angelic up close. His eyebrows are thick but only if you look carefully. He had a fair complexion and his lips were probably his best asset because even though they were thin, they were pink and soft. I gulped. Yes at that time, I thought Mark was attractive. I was about to stand up from beside him when he opened his eyes and looked at me.

“Aubrey…” he said weakly.

“Don’t get up, you need to rest. Mahina ka pa.” I turned my back away from him but he stopped me from leaving by holding my hand.

“Please, gusto lang kitang makausap.” This time, his eyes were already begging. I didn’t know what got over me but I just found myself sitting again at his side. He positioned himself with his back against the headboard.

He brought out a sigh. Then he bit his lower lip. “Aubrey…Gusto ko kasing sabihin sa iyo, yung reason kung bakit hate na hate kita noon.”

I was shocked but I was curious at the same time. This is it.

“ Kasi… Yung tatay ko… iniwan niya yung mommy ko dahil bakla siya.” I was shocked but only for a second.

“Love ko yung mommy ko at hinding hindi ko mapatawad ang daddy ko dahil sumama siya sa boyfriend niya. Araw-araw, hindi maalis sa isip ko na bading ang tatay ko at kung gaano niya nasakatan ang nanay ko nung sinabi niya dito na bading siya. Nagtanim ako ng galit sa kanya at nagtanim din ako ng galit sa mga bakla.”

Everything was starting to make sense. No wonder he hates me so much. I understand now why he was such a bully to me.

“Yun yung reason kung bakit binubully kita noon. Malaki kasi ang galit ko sa mga inaasta mo kaya di ko mapigilang maalala ang daddy ko. Kung paano niloko kami ng daddy ko at iniwan kami.” His eyes were staritng to cry. I just listened because I was speechless from his revelations.

“Pero hindi lang yun ang reason kung bakit ako pumunta dito.” My eyebrows met from what he said. There’s more? I thought.

“Aubrey…bakla din ako.” BOOM!

What the fuck? Shit! Totoo??? Di nga? Those were the questions that were running in my mind. Bakla si Mark???!!!

“Nalaman ko ito nung iniwan kami ni daddy. Nagumpisa muna ito sa isang pakiramdam na hindi ko maipaliwanag hanggang narealize ko na bading din ako. Naguguluhan ako kung ano ako nung time na iyon kasi naghalo ang galit ko sa daddy ko at sa mga bading hanggang sa narealize ko na hate na hate ko sarili ko dahil bading din ako.” He started sobbing.

“At kung nakikita kita lagi noon, parang gusto kong saktan ang sarili ko. Hindi ko lang kayang aminin sa sarili ko dahil ang sakit na marealize mong isa ka ding bading na kinaiinisan mo. Na depress ako.”

“Pero hindi ko na kinaya. Ipinagtapat ko na sa mommy ko ang lahat dahil sa nangyari sa atin. Tinanggap niya pa rin ako dahil di niya ako masisisi.”

I wanted to hug him but I couldn’t. He was in some really deep shit. It’s hard because he was going through a stage called identity crisis. I felt sorry for him.

“Gusto ko lang sabihin sa iyo ito dahil nakokonsensya ako sa mga ginawa ko sa iyo noon. Hipokrito siguro ako ngayon dahil hindi ko man lang tanggapin kung ano ako na siya ring kinamumuhian ko.” He covered his face with his two hands. He must be feeling embarrassed. My body just finds its way towards him as I hugged him and laid his head on my shoulder.

“Shhh…Tahan na. I'm not mad anymore now that you’ve told me everything.” He faced me but he was still crying.

“What happened to us back then is now all in the past, forget about it. From now on let’s start fresh. A clean slate.” I offered my hand. He first looked at it and smiled.

“Sige, sige, salamat. Salamat talaga Aubrey.” He held my hand tightly and shook it very hard.

“And if you need someone to talk to, a friend, I’m here whenever, wherever.” I said before letting go of his hand. He stared at me for a few seconds then rushed in to hug me.

“Ang bait mo Aubrey, salamat talaga.”

“Okay, okay, can you stop hugging me now coz I can’t breathe.”

“Oh, sorry, sorry. Naabala ka pa sa akin dahil nagkasakit ako.”

“No biggy. I'm just glad I was enlightened from your explanation.” He then bit his lower lip and looked away from my eyes. “Oh, don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone about your secret. Promise.”

“Salamat Aubrey. Hindi ko kasi alam kung kaya kong sabihin sa mundo na bading ako.”

“You just need time, and in the right time, you can accept who you are because that’s what your heart is telling you. I'm here to su.” I didn’t know whport you whenever you need me.” I just felt like I need to say that in order to make him feel better.

The next day, his fever went down. He even woke up early just to fix himself up because he needs to go home early and his mom might be waiting for him.

“Salamat sa pagaalaga mo at pakikinig sa akin.” He said as we went out through the gate.

“Wala yun. Just follow what you think will make you happy.”

He just nodded and rode the jeep that approached our dorm. He texted me after thirty minutes that he’s at his house and he got scolded by his mom.

So yeah, we became friends. He would text me constantly but I would never bring out the topic about his sexuality. He would sometimes come to my dorm and hang out. He’s not such a bad person after all. I learned a lot from our everyday encounters. He’s studying at a different university in which his mom can afford. He was often times reserved and soft-spoken but at least he laughs at my corny jokes. Maybe because he hasn’t adjusted yet.

One day, he came to my dorm crying.

“What’s wrong Mark?” he didn’t answer and instead he hugged me.

“Y-yung mga kaibigan ko… di nila ako tinanggap…di nila tinanggap kung ano ako…wala na akong kaibigan.”

He told me before that he decided to tell his friends because he thought that if his friends accepted him for whom he was, he would slowly be comfortable about his sexuality.

“Shhh.. you don’t need those people for you to love yourself…”

“Akala ko kaibigan ko sila Aubrey…Iniwan nila ako…Hindi na nila ako kakausapin.”

“Maybe they were just shocked from your news. Give them some time. And besides, I'm your friend and I’ll never leave you.” This time, I think I said those things because I didn’t want to see him sad. I didn’t want to see him cry.

“Talaga?”

“Promise.”

He hugged me tightly. In order for me to help him out, I introduced him to my barkada. They were skeptical at first because they knew how he bullied me back then but with Mark’s permission, I told them everything and they understood but they still didn’t trust him entirely. So now, Mark was a new addition to the barkada. He wasn’t that hard to like because he was friendly. He now has new friends.

“Salamat.” He said to me while we were at my dorms balcony on a January evening.

“Saan?” I gave him a cup of hot choco.

“For being my friend. Tinanggap mo ako kahit sinaktan kita dati.”

“Wala yun. What’s important is I have a new best friend.” He smiled at what I said. I saw a different Mark that time. He was glowing with happiness. He even changed his looks. He used to wear tight pants with black t-shirts but now he wears cute polo shirts with jeans. He even shaved his mustache which even brought out more his cuteness. Ugh! I can’t help but stare at his face. He was now the boy next door. He was crushable.

“Uyy! Bat ka natulala dyan?”

I snapped out of my ownn world. “Nothing. Gwapo mo eh.” It was a joke with a hint of truth.

He laughed. “Thanks best friend. Ikaw din, maganda ka.” We both laughed.

“Che! Are you trying to flirt with me?”

“Hmmm…Pwede. Cute ka kasi kaya flirtable ka.” He wrapped his arm around my shoulder.

“There’s no such thing as flirtable!!!” and we laughed the night away.

Months pass by and we were both third year now because he missed a semester. I was in my Accounting class when I saw this cute guy in front of the door. I was sitting at the back so I couldn’t figure out who was peeping in our room. I squinted and to my disbelief it was Mark and he was wearing his school’s uniform. The people in my class started gossiping because they knew who Mark was and the secret of his sexuality reached our section when his friends decided to spill the beans.

“Ano yun iho?” our instructor asked. She didn’t know who Mark was because she was a new instructor for Accountancy.

“Maam, pinapatawag po si Aubrey po sa DEAN’s office.” Mark said casually.

“Okay, Mr. Perez please proceed to Mrs. ______ but be sure to come back because we have a quiz.”

“Sige po maam_____.” I pulled Mark away from the door as he waved to my friends who were also part of our barkada.

“What did I do now?” I uttered to myself as we approached the DEAN’s office but Mark stopped me and told me to follow to the rooftop.

“What are we doing here Mark?”

“Nagsinungaling ako. Hindi ka pinapatawag ng DEAN mo, I just wanted to see you, that’s all.”

Honestly, nakilig ako dun sa sinabi niya. But at the same time I was shocked because he was that brave to come here to our school and lie to my teacher.

“Gago! You ‘ll get me in trouble if my instructor finds out that I haven’t been to the DEAN’s office! And I have a quiz later!” I lightly punched his arm.

He just laughed at me. “Relax…hindi naman nila malalaman dahil may sasabihin lang ako, pero unang-una, di mo ba ako namimiss?”

My heart raced. I noticed that Mark was becoming affectionate in these past few weeks. He would greet me with a hug and whenever we would talk, he would hold my hand and smile at me differently. I didn’t put much thought in his new attitude because maybe he was just malambing.

“Of course I miss you, but we could always meet up later.”

“Birthday ko ngayon.” He said with a proud smile.

My jaw dropped. I knew about his birthday last month but I wasn’t aware it was today. I felt embarrassed because I forgot!

“Sabi ko na nga ba! Nakalimutan mo noh? Kaya pala hindi mo man lang ako grineet sa text .” He pouted which even made him cuter.

I gapped his hands. “No, sorry, I just spaced out!”

“Ang sabihin mo, naamnesia ka kaya di mo naalala ang birthday ng best friend mo.” He was joking but you can sense that he was disappointed.

“Let me make it up to you, I’ll treat you at Shakey’s.”

“Wag na. Punta ka nalang sa bahay namin mamaya pagkatapos ng last subject mo, Hihintayin kita. Di kami maguumpisa kung wala ka.” He pinched my cheek but I didn’t mind. I was caught by his trance. He looked so handsome as the sunset hit his face. Like the ones you see in romantic movies.

“I will Mark. I’ll text you. I'm really sorry I forgot.”

“Hehe. I can’t blame you future magna cum laude…”

“Di mo pa ginawang Suma!” we laughed and he led me back to my class. I hurriedly left the campus to go to SM just to buy him a gift. I cursed myself for forgetting his birthday. I had to make up. I saw a nice pair of sneakers because he had worn out shoes so I wanted to give him something that he can use. I purchased the item and rode the taxi to his barangay. I was already in front of the house’s gate and I could hear music and laughter. Maybe there are a lot of people.

“Nandiyan na ang best friend ko!” Mark screamed as I entered the lot. It was a cozy place. Very homey if I might add. Everyone cheered as he proudly introduced me to his family, relatives and to my surprise even my barkada was there! I was so ashamed because I was the only one who forgot my best friend’s birthday. I made a sad face which Mark noticed as he handed me my spaghetti.

“Oh!? Ba’t ang lungkot ng mukha mo?” he sat beside me.

“I just feel like I’m a bad best friend because I forgot your birthday. ”

He grinned and tapped my back. “Hakuna Matata (No worries), ang importante, nandito ka ngayon sa pinakaspecial na araw ko, masaya na ako.”

I smiled back. Bait niya eh. “Oo pala,I brought you a gift.” I gave him his present.

“Wow! Astig! Salamat best friend!” he hugged me and kissed me on the cheek. I was stunned for a while but seeing him so happy made me forget he kissed me.

“Happy birthday to you!” after we sang, Mark blew the candles from his cake.

“Anong winish ng anak ko? Mukhang may pikit-pikit ka pang nalalaman.” Mark’s mom said.

“Secret!” then everyone laughed. “Speech!” Mark’s cousin, Henry screamed and everyone agreed.

Mark stood up from his chair with a bottle of coke in one hand. “Unang-una, salamat at dumalo kayo sa birthday ko, salamat din na tinanggap ninyo ako, kahit ano ako.” He paused and smiled at us. “Ako na yata ang pinakamasayang tao sa buong mundo dahil masaya ako minamahal niyo ako kahit….bading ako.” I never knew he had very supportive relatives despite his problems with his dad.

“Also, gusto kong ipakilala sa inyo yung taong tumulong sa akin na tanggapin ko ang aking kasarian. Tinulungan niya ako na sundan lang ang nasa puso ko. Tama siya. Sinundan ko at unti-unting nagiging peaceful na ang takbo ng buhay ko. Masaya na ako dahil…” he looked at me and smiled.

“…Dahil siya na ngayon ang pinakamamahal kong best friend.” He reached for me with his hand. I hesitantly took it and he pulled me to stand by his side. “Aubrey, thank you for being my guardian angel.”

“Uyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” I felt goose bumps all over my body. He looked at me as if he was really lucky he had me. I never felt so special.

“Kiss! Kiss!” I wanted to throw the cake at my barkada for teasing me and Mark but suddenly he kissed me on the cheek which took me off guard.

“Ikaw din Aubrey!” hollered Jessie.

“Oo nga!” Henry seconded.

“Sige na best friend. Sa cheek lang naman.” He turned his cheek at my direction. I felt my cheeks turn red because he wants me to kiss him! This is absurd!  I might die of too much kilig! But sadly that didn’t happen because an unexpected person arrived at the party. Mark’s dad. (Gasp!)

Everyone stared at the visitor. He was tall like Mark and there was some resemblance. I got nervous for expecting what Mark’s reaction might be but when I looked at his face, he was kinda calm and cool.

I was sitting on the bench with Mark’s mom and we talked while he and his dad had some heart to heart conversation.

“So tita, what do you think, honestly, are they talking about?” I asked. I was so nervous because Mark might do something scandalous especially since he told me he wasn’t in good terms with his dad.

“Well Aubrey, napatawad ko na ang tatay ni Mark noon. Aminado akong nagalit din ako at nanghinayang pero alam mo, nung time na inamin ni Mark na bading siya, naiintindihan ko na kung bakit may matindi siyag galit sa kanyang ama at parang depress siya araw-araw kaya kinalimutan ko na lahat ang ginawa ng dad niya for the sake of my son kasi I understand now how my husband feels sa ipinapakita ni Mark and it must be hard for him to hide to hide bilang bading all these years.” I nodded in agreement.

“But then again, hindi ko siya masisisi dahil na rin siguro sa pressure ng parents niya kaya nagpanggap siya. I just wish he could have told me sooner pero I'm happy for him that he’s happy now and I'm happy for Mark dahil tinulungan mo siya.” She held my hand.

“Walang anuman tita.” After a few minutes, Mark and his dad came out of the house. They must’ve finished speaking to each other. They approached our direction.

“Siya ba si Aubrey?” his dad asked as he pointed at me.

“Siya nga po dad.” Mark said.

“Its nice to meet you.” We shook hands. “I can see why my son likes you a lot.” He said smiling.

“Dad!!! Ano ba? Huwag mo naman akong ipahiya sa harap ni Aubrey oh.” Mark scratched his neck in embarrassment.

“Ikaw naman, jinojoke lang kita…Sige, kailangan ko nang umalis kasi may flight pa ako in the next few days papuntang Cebu.” He looked at Mark’s mom. “Janice, salamat sa lahat.” She just smiled and hugged him. I looked at Mark’s reaction again but this time he was smiling.

“Mark?” I called his attention because he was staring at the starry night at his house’s balcony. It was already 11:00 pm and everybody went home after a fun night. Mark convinced me to stay and sleep at his room.

“Yes best friend?”

“Not that I'm eavesdropping in your family matters but I can’t help but wonder how you reacted when you saw your dad a while ago.”

He was silent for a few seconds then he gave me smile. “Sa totoo lang best, Na-shock ako nung una pero mas nanaig ang saya ko nung makita ko siya at nagtataka din ako best dahil….dapat nagalit ako di ba?”

I just nodded. I was also expecting him to be furious and cause a scandalous scene when his dad arrived.

“…siguro kasi best… dahil sa natanggap ko na ang sarili ko kaya tinanggap ko na rin siya. Nagsorry siya sa akin at pinatawad ko na siya kasi naintindihin ko na ang posisyon niya dahil parehas kami ng kasarian.”

I was touched. “Halika nga dito.” He said and placed his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him.

“Swerte ko talaga Aubrey dahil nakilala kita. Alam mo, niligtas mo ako. Niligtas mo ako mula sa sarili ko. Thank you best. For everything.” He rested his forehead on my forehead. I could see in his eyes how happy he is.

“Oo pala best, punta ka pala bukas sa SM ng 5:00 ulit after ng class mo sa Tourism. May surpresa ako sa iyo doon. ”

“Ano na naman yan?”

“Basta, itetext kita para hindi mo na naman makalimutan!” he laughed and pinched my cheek.

“Che! You promise that it’s something important and not a waste of my precious time okay?” I jokingly said and lightly punched his tummy.

“Promise! Importanteng-importante ang pagkikita natin bukas.” He held up his hand and grinned. I didn’t ask him further questions but at the back of my head, I was curious and excited for tomorrow.

We both slept in his bed which was just right for the two of us. His room was cozy, it had that boyish charm and masculine hominess to it. I couldn’t sleep that night because he had his arm around me. We were facing each other but he was sleeping soundly which was kinda annoying because here I am staying up all night and it’s thanks to his snoring! I was about to remove his arm when he budged a little bit and he leaned towards my face but he didn’t kiss me. His lips were like inches away from mine. To be honest, seeing his face up close made my heart skip beat. I thought at that time that I wanted to kiss him for being too darn cute! Grrrr! I tried to shake this urge because I didn’t want to scare him from my malicious actions. His face was so cute and calm that I didn’t realize I was staring at him and then I fell asleep.

Next day. I arrived at SM late. Maybe that was 7:30 pm. Because I was the leader of our group and I had to come up for a presentation tomorrow. I didn’t had time to even check my phone because I was so busy and when I did check, I saw 15 messages and missed calls it was all from Mark. I felt guilty when I came at the food court and saw him sitting at one of the tables impatiently waiting for me.

“Bat ang tagal mo?? Nagtext ka man lang sana namalelate ka or paparating ka na!” he irritably said to me when I came up to him.

“Sorry, I was so caught up in our group’s preparation for tomorrow.”

“Sorry?? Yun lang? Gad! Muntik na akong umuwi kanina dahil nagmumukha na akong tanga dito sa kakahintay sa iyo at hindi ka man lang nagreply!” he walked pass me without looking back.

“Ano ba?! Don’t scream at me, a lot of people are staring at us!”

“Bakit? Nahihiya ka? Eh ikaw kaya ang nasa posisyon ko kanina. Hindi mo alam ang naramdaman ko sa kakahintay sa iyo.”

“I give up! I'm tired! Uwi na ako. Maiwan ka na diyan!” He wasn’t the only one irritated. I was so tired and stressed that time that I wasn’t in the mood to just listen and be scolded for just being late.

I went home and was surprised to see my friends Fe and Kristina waiting for me at the dorm’s entrance.

“Uy Brey! Kamusta naman ang revelation ni Mark sa ‘yo?” Fe asked.

“Revelation?” I was confused. Mark had a revelation for me?

“Gaga. Tinext niya sa amin kagabi na magaamin siya sa’yo. Kaya ka daw pinapunta doon sa SM kanina ay para sabihin sa iyo na may feelings siya for you Aubrey! Kamusta naman? Kwento ka please!” Kris asked me while we sat at the dorm’s sala.

I froze. I never knew he had something to say to me. No wonder he was so mad and frustrated to see me late. He wanted to tell me he had feelings for me. I felt really stupid for didn’t asking him why he was there in the first place! Grrr! I felt stupid! I hurriedly got my cellphone out my bag and dialed his number but he wasn’t answering. Maybe he was so mad at how I acted back at the mall. Gosh, I was so insensitive and didn’t it give much thought to why he was so mad at me.

Suddenly the dorm’s bell buzzed. Fe checked it out while I was still trying to contact Mark. Fe came back and she had that grin o her face that I didn’t forget up to this day.

“Aubrey, someone special is waiting for you outside.”

My heart raced. I hope its mark! Oh, who am I kidding, of course I want it to be MARK because I wanted to tell him so badly that I'm sorry and I had feelings for him as well. I quickly ran to the gate and swung it open. To my surprise, he was there at the waiting shed across the road with a teddy bear and a few roses in his hands. I felt my face just turned so red that I could feel steam coming out my mouth.

He approached me slowly with an apologetic look on his face. He let Kris hold the teddy bear and both she and Fe were giggling at my back.

“Best friend…pasensya ka na sa inaasta ko kanina, ako dapat---“

“I should be sorry because I made you wait for me well in fact you had something important to tell me and I was late and I even screamed at you Mark—“

“Aubrey, okay lang. Ako ang nagkamali na sigawan ka kanina.” he had shock written on his face.

“No…Both of us overreacted, Mark.”

This time he kinda looked uncomfortable and nervous. Quite like a teenage boy asking a girl out to senior prom.

“Sabihin mo na kasi Mark kay Aubrey.” Fe whispered to Mark. He gave the girls a goofy smile.

“Anong alam mo na sa sasabihin ko sa iyo?” he wasn’t looking at me in the eyes like he always would and man…He was really blushing!

“Konti lang. Don’t tell me nahihiya ka kina Kris at Fe?” I jokingly said but inside I wanted to hug him and kiss him and say that I love him. I assumed he knew that Fe and Kris told me about his revelations.

“Eh hindi ko alam na kasama sila sa pagaamin ko tungkol sa…” he blew out some air then he courageously looked at me and continued.

“….feelings ko para sa iyo. ”

Call me overreacting but I was seriously about to die at that moment. I couldn’t even breathe when he said that.

“Aubrey, being your best friend wasn’t enough, I really liked you since we became friends hanggang sa narealize ko na nainlove ako sa iyo. Dahil siguro mabait ka, palatawa, komportable sa sarili at most importantly, tinanggap mo ako sa buhay mo.” He held my hand which was obviously shaking from too much kilig.

“Alam mo, ikaw yung inspirasyon ko para tanggapin ko ang sarili ko at magmove-on sa aking past with my dad kasi nandiyan ka lang lagi para suportahan ako and I'm really thankful for that.” He pulled my face closer to his with his two hands. The girls at the back were screaming in sheer kilig ecstasy.

“I love you Aubrey and I want to be your boyfriend.” He kissed me on the lips for 10 seconds and I didn’t bother to move because I was so happy that the boy I like has feelings for me!

“Huy!” Marked snapped me out of his trance because I had my eyes closed after we kissed.

“Kinabahan ako sa’yo Brey! Akala ko kung anong nangyari sa iyo. :)”

“Gago! Kaw kasi.” I lightly tapped his arm which was still embracing my hips. He laughed.

“So…mahal mo ba rin ako babe?”

BABE???!!!! Can this guy just kill me now on the spot!

“Yeah…I love you too Mark! I love you too Babe!” his eyes sparkled and he was about to kiss me when I stopped him.

“Teka! Baka matuluyan ako sa gagawin mo eh!!!!” he laughed again and kissed me anyway.

Mark is still my boyfriend up to now and both our families were happy for each of us. You can say our love story is kinda cheesy but I didn’t want it be cheesy, it just did and the funny thing about love is that it can sometimes be unexpected and you never realize it until you feel the same way.

That’s it for now and Mark had a hard time typing the rest of the story for me and he says he wishes the best for all the people out there to find their one true love like he found his. He also says that sometimes the person you least expect might even be the person who will change your life forever. <3

Renz - Direk M

Ako si Renz ang may akda ng kwentong Rodjun at John Brian. Narito akong muli upang ibahagi ang isa pang kaganapan sa aking buhay. Sa paglalahad ko lamang kasi maaaring ibahagi ang ilang naging lihim ko pagkat hindi ko magawang i-kwento ito sa aking pamilya.

Iikot ang aking kwento sa isang naging mabuti kong kaibigan magpasahanggang ngayon (kahit sa fb ay nagkukumustahan kami). Tawagin nalang muna natin siyang M. Hindi gaanong katangkaran ang kanyang taas, maputi, ngunit may maamong mukha. Masasabi kong sa unang tingin ay di mo aakalaing lalaki pala ang kanyang nais. Si M ay nakilala ko sa loob ng sinehan (megamall, kapanahunan na di pa gaanong bantay-sarado at maaari talagang gumawa ng milagro) habang mag-isa akong nanonood ay sa di kalayuan ay pasulyap-sulyap siya sa akin, ngunit di ko naman gaanong pinansin. Ilang minuto ang lumipas ay tumabi siya sa akin.

Di ko malilimutan yung idinidikit niya ang kanyang tuhod sa akin. May halong takot at kaba ako dahil napapansin ko na ang kanyang motibo, ilang saglit pa ay ang kanyang kamay ay pumapatong na sa aking hita. Aaminin ko, nagustuhan ko din iyon kaya nagpaubaya nalang ako (marahil ay dala na rin ng aking pagiging curious). Papataas ang kanyang kamay hanggang sa pumatong na sa aking nagigising at naninigas na alaga. Dahil na rin malamang sa gustong-gusto niya ako (at sa libog na rin) ay naglakas loob siyang binulungan ako at inayang sumama sa kanyang apartment. Tutal, di ko rin naman gaanong nagustuhan ang palabas kaya pumayag nalang ako.

Pumara siya ng taxi at sumakay kami at naupong magkatabi sa likod. Sa loob ng taxi ay pasimple pa rin niya akong hinihipuan hanggang sa dumating kami sa kanyang apartment. Studio type ito at mag-isa lamang siya.

Pagkapasok sa loob, ini-lock ang pinto at pinahiga niya ako sa kanyang kama at umibabaw sa akin. Agad niya akong hinalikan sa labi habang ang kanyang mga kamay ay itinataas/hinuhubad ang suot kong t-shirt. Nakadama ako ng kaunting takot/excitement ng hawakan niya ang dalawa kong kamay (sa isip ko, nire-rape na ako at di ako pumapalag, baka patayin ako nito kahit na alam kong di hamak na mas malaki ako sa kanya pero nanaig pa rin sa akin ang “bahala na”). Halik-dila pababa ang kanyang ginawa sa aking leeg, magkabilang dibdib. Kiliting-kiliti ako ng dumako siya sa aking pusod at doon ay tinatanggal na niya ang aking belt ng shorts ( tuluyan na niya akong hinubaran). Sinubo niya ang ulo ng aking alaga habang nilalapirot ng kanyang mga kamay ang aking dibdib. Umuungol na ako sa Sarap nun!

Taas-baba ang kanyang ulo habang labas-pasok naman ang aking alaga sa kanyang bibig. Nung napapansin niyang medyo malapit na akong labasan, itinigil niya muna ito. Binitin ako. Tumayo siya, naghubad at niyaya akong mag-shower kami muna.

Ang higpit ng yakap niya sa akin habang nasa loob kami ng cr (habang sinasabon ang aking likuran). Kahit na dumadaloy ang tubig sa aming katawan ay patuloy pa rin siya sa pagdila, maging ang aking kili-kili ay di niya pinalampas (at ramdam ko ang kanyang pagkagigil sa akin). Pinaharap niya ako sa pader habang dinidilaan ang aking likod at pababa sa aking puwet. Putsa! Ang sarap nung paluhod siya habang dinidilaan ang butas ko. Pakiramdam ko ay napaka-espesyal ko ng mga oras na yun! Di ko napansin nang maglagay siya ng conditioner sa kamay at pinapasukan na pala niya ako ng isang daliri (hanggang kuko lang naman yata). Swabe ang gawa niya, walang aray kundi sarap lang ang aking nararamdaman.

Ilang minuto pa ay pinaharap niya ako (pinasandal pa rin), pinatungtong ang kaliwang paa sa bowl habang chinuchupa niya ako ay sinasabayan niya ng paghimas ng aking itlog pero may pagsundot-sundot sa aking butas (pero di pa rin sagad na buong daliri, hanggang kuko lang yata). Kakaibang sarap yung style niya. Halos manginig ako sa kakaibang sarap! Ilang putok ang aking pinakawalan, nilabasan ako sa loob ng kanyang bibig (ngunit di niya yun nilunok). Hinang-hina ako.

Tinapos na namin ang eksena sa cr.

Kung akala ko ay tapos yun, prelimenaries lang pala yun dahil meron pang round 2. Kung sa cr ay siya ang nagtrabaho, naging utus-utusan naman ako sa kanya pagdating sa kama. Una siyang nahiga, nagtalukbong ng binutasang kumot (kung saan nakalabas ang kanyang alaga). Inutusan niya akong chupain siya, na siyang ginawa ko naman. Di ako kasing-bihasa niya at naduduwal-duwal ako dahil pilit niyang isinasagad ito (sa pag-ayuda ng kanyang balakang) sa bibig ko. Habang subo ko daw paikot-ikutin ko ang dila ko. Nandoon yung parang isinumbat niya sa akin na nasarapan ako sa cr ay dapat paligayahin ko naman daw siya ngunit sa paraan na gusto niya. Kahit anong gawin daw niya ay huwag kong aalisin ang pagkakasubo sa burat niya kung hindi ay parurusahan daw niya ako. Sa isip ko, pucha, masokista pala ang dating nito. Nandoon yung tumayo siya sa kama ng nakabalot sa katawan niya ang kumot (subo ko pa rin ang alaga niya).

Ilang saglit pa ay inalis niya ang kumot, pinasubo sa akin ang burat niya at kumapit daw ako sa puwet niya. Para akong asong ulol na may subo-subong buto na sumusunod sa kanya. Lumalakad siya ng paatras (ng nakahawak sa buhok ko), gusto daw niyang makita ang sarili niya sa harap ng salamin habang kinakantot niya ang bibig ko. Mga limang minuto din kami doon sa salamin (sa isip ko, matagal pa ba matatapos ito?) Umatras na naman siya at naupo sa upuan, habang ako naman ay nakaluhod sa sahig (at masunurin ako dahil sa takot sa kung ano mang parusa yun).

Sabi niya, gusto na daw niyang magpalabas kung kayat inutusan niya akong humiga sa kanto ng kama (ang ulo ko ay naka-usli sa kama habang ang katawan ko ay nasa pwestong gitna ng kama) habang may inaabot siyang lotion sa dresser. Kinabahan akong lalo dahil di ko pa rin alam kung ano ang gagawin niya. Habang nakahiga ako at nakatayo siya sa gilid ng kama (papaibabaw siya sa akin) ay inilapit niya ang bibig niya para machupa ako (para kaming naka-69) at iyon na naman ay pini-finger niya ako.

Nanginginig akong subo-subo ang burat niya habang siya naman ay ang kaliwang kamay niya ay sapo-sapo ang aking itlog pero ang gitnang daliri ay nakabaon sa puwet ko, ang kanang kamay niya ay jinajakol ako. Ilang bayo pa niya ay sumabog na siya sa bibig ko at napahiga siya sa kama. Iluwa ko daw ang tamod niya sa cr, magmumog at bumalik ako katabi niya sa kama.

Tahimik kaming pareho pero naghahabol pa siya ng hininga sa pagod at hingal. Naglagay pa siya ng maraming lotion sa palad niya at ginamit niya yun na pangjakol sa akin ng dahan-dahan. Grabeng sensation yung ginagawa niya sa akin! Mahigpit at madulas na kapit mula ulo pababa ang gawa niya kaya ilang beses pa ay pumulandit na rin ang katas ko. Ang kumot na may butas ang pinampunas niya. Naghugas siya ng kamay at nahiga kami ng maayos sa kama. Doon ay nagkwentuhan kami, nagkakilanlanan. Enjoy daw ba ako sa trip niya at mauulit daw ba na magkita kami.

Naibahagi niya sa akin na isa siyang tv/stage director. Siya si Direk M. Nang umuwi ako, di ako makapaniwala sa experience kong yun. Nagkataon pa na may ilang beses pang naulit ang pangyayari sa aming dalawa. Kinuha niya akong PA (production assistant) at naging bahagi ng ilang projects niya at mas nanaig yung pagiging magkaibigan namin dahil na rin sa may pangalan din siyang inaalagaan.

Jason - The Client

May girlfriend ako at oo, mahal ko siya pero ‘di ko magawang lumingon sa “iba”. Siguro nga considerate lang ang girlfriend ko – I know she’s sensitive enough not to know what I really feel. Paminsan-minsan nga kapag may lakad kami’t nahuhuli niya akong lumilingon (both girls and boys) nasisiko ako nang bahagya. Sa girls basta sakto ang boobs, okay naman ang mukha at slim waist, nakakalingon na ako nun. But I tend to react more on men na may chiseled face; broad shoulders, slim waist, fair skin at ‘di bale nang walang abs, basta’t umbok ang chest.

Tawagin niyo na lang akong Jason. Okay naman ako – matangkad, maputi, singkit, lean and a bit muscular. This story happened nung nag-o-OJT ako sa isang office noong college pa ako. I know, this can be unethical but I guess I have to let this story out too, in some “appropriate” forum. The thing is I had it with a client.

Pangatlong week ko na sa office at talagang busy ako juggling duty hours and a subject I was taking up during that summer. Yung girlfriend ko, kahit supportive, eh di maiwasang maghanap sa akin. Eh anong magagawa ko, eh hirap na hirap na nga ako at as much as I want to prioritize her, I just can’t fill her in. Kahit na bumabawi ako sa kanya’t nagte-text, nangungumusta, ina-away nya pa rin ako.

“Bahala ka sa buhay mo.” For a week, ‘di kami nagpansinan. Nangulit ako nang nangulit but the next day I was silenced, at in-enjoy na lang ang “peace of mind”.

Absent ‘yung immediate superior ko so I was replacing her for the day. Isang malaking agency ang pinag-o-OJT-han ko so we were set in rotations. I was sitting in the other table when a client approached her table.

“Hi, excuse me, is Ms. Reyes (not her real name) present? Sabi niya kasi bumalik ako today para ma-process na ‘tong papers ko. Kailangan na kasi sa kabilang agency.  I have until this afternoon, urgent lang talaga.” 

I was rummaging through my files then, pero nung nakatingala ako di ko naiwasang mailang. He was handsome, tall, at ang requisites ko for a nice guy – chiseled face, fair skin, slim waist, and his chest taking a nice form in his well-fitted white shirt.

“Sorry sir, but apparently Ms. Reyes is not around. Ako nga pala ‘yung OJT assigned for today. I will see what I can do. I’m Jason po.”

“John Doe. Just call me John.”

I looked into the files he was holding and immediately referred the matter to the division head. Ang sabi naman ni Ma’am almost complete na raw yung file although some matters still need some attention. Luckily binigay nya na sa akin in full ang case, kaya ko na raw ‘yun. She permitted us, I and John, to use the conference room.

I asked John several questions. I did some computations, filled in a report, and by lunch time we were done.

“Wow Jason, ayos to, tapos na agad! Salamat ha! Paki sabi na rin pala kay Ms. Reyes salamat!”

“No problem Sir John, my pleasure.”

“Wait, I have to repay you. Join me for lunch, will you?” He looked at me with nice brimming smile.

“Pero Sir ‘di ba hahabulin niyo pa ho ‘yan sa kabilang agency? Baka po malate kayo.”

“Well then, join me sa pagprocess nito. I’ll ask your supervisor to lend you to me for the day.”

As it happens, si Sir John pala ay trusted customer, so my supervisor had me join him. My bosses seem to know him well. Or maybe the management sent other OJTs in the past to help him out. We went out for lunch before going to the next agency.

We were having lunch when he asked me: “May girlfriend ka na ba Jason?”

“Yes Sir, but… It’s been rough for us lately. Di na naman ako pinapansin.”

“You know girls can be difficult at times. Ang hirap nilang ispelengin! Hahaha. Kaya ako, I go the other way.”

Muntik na akong mabilaukan sa drink ko. “What do you mean Sir?”

He wrestled my leg with his leg under the table. He touched my right hand, looked straight into my eyes, and said: “Look Jason.  I know you know it. And you like it. I actually like you. There’s something in you that makes me want you.”

Di ako nakasagot. I just looked at him, just as he was looking at me. He broke it off nang may dumaan sa gilid ng table namin. He asked the waiter for the bill, and it then was all awkward.

Ano, papatulan ko ba ‘to? Okay lang naman sa akin, but what if he tells them? Well wala pa naman kaming ginagawa pero paano kung humantong dun? Malay ko ba sa taong ‘to, eh ngayon ko lang ‘to nakita. But then, deep in me, I know I want him more than he does for me.

We were in his car on the way to the next agency sa gitna ng tirik na tirik na araw. Paglabas naming ng restaurant I was feeling more nervous than I previously had been, while he was so happy. Pasipol-sipol pa. He turned on the engine, put some music on – “Nice and Slow” ni Usher. Kumakanta ang mokong. He faced me and smiled. As I was silent and glued on my seat, he stretched his arms out to clamp my seatbelt. I felt his chest on mine, thin fabrics separating them apart. And we drove off.

In between stoplights, he looks at me and gives me his intoxicating smile. On the third stoplight, I gave in and was giving him smiles to. “Yan! Cute ka na naman!” I sang with him – “Hate that I love you” ni Rihanna at Ne-Yo. He started touching my kneecap…my leg…feeling the smooth fabric of my slacks. I was just looking at him and his huge smile.

“You like it?” he asked.

“I guess?”

He parked the car sa parking lot ng agency. It was quite dark, and after he stopped the engine and loosened his  seat belt, he kissed me on the cheek. He kissed me again. And again. And again. And again – now a smack on my lips. He smiled.

He got out of the car and opened up the door for me. I stepped out and he reached for the files on the dashboard and gave them to me. We walked through the agency’s front door.

“Okay, so I think it’s important that you go with me here. Let me introduce you to some people. Sila yung nag-aapura sa akin dito. Hahaha.” Now he’s back to being Sir John; engaging yet very professional. “Let me be your mentor for the day.”

He introduced me to some people in the agency. I joined them in a meeting sa conference room, and after an hour, we were done.

We walked back to the parking lot and he said: “Alam mo Jason, although we’re of different fields, I think you should really make use of this OJT experience to further your networks, your contacts. Di naman ito sa panggagamit ng iba, but then, trust me, they could surely help you in some ways.”

“Thanks for this Sir John.”

“You’re welcome You know what, I will be your mentor. But you have to repay me.”

“Umm, sure?”

I was nervous, very nervous. He drove me back to the office to sign out, and took me to my evening class. In the car, he said: “Di pa tayo tapos Jason. Tonight, my place.”

“Pero Sir John…”

“No Jason, you want this, and you will do this with me.”

Zombie akong nakarating sa evening class ko. Nakatingala lang ako sa lecturer – thinking of nothing else but Sir John.

After my class, Sir John fetched me, and we drove off to his place. Nakarating kami sa condo nya – a nice bachelor’s pad.

“You hungry?”

“Mmm, di naman.”

“Good, shower?”

Naghubad na si Sir John. He first took off his white shirt, and brushed his hair with his hand. His chest and pecs are so good, just some time spent sa gym. He took off his pants. Ang ganda ng legs nya, not too big, a bit muscular, just right. His bulge is rather huge. He’s an 8-incher.

“Ano? Hubad na?”

I was taking off my shirt as he was looking at me. My thing under is growing. Libog na libog ako sa mga tingin niya sa ‘kin. I took off my pants, my socks, and my briefs. We’re now both naked. He grasped mine.

“This is nice!” I chuckled nervously. “Come on!” He took me with him sa shower.

He turned the shower on and the water dripping off me gave me shivers. He was kissing me on the lips – a long good one -  habang hinihipo namin ang isa’t isa in all areas possible. I liked his chest much so I was feeling his chest and his nipples with my hands. The sticks below are fencing. Tila minamasahe nya naman ang buong likod ko, pati na pwet kong matambok. Still we’re kissing each other. Tila wala ng bukas.

The water dripping above us seems not to like what we’re doing. But we like it. Hingal na hingal kami sa kakahipo with the soap lather, kakahalik, kakapaligaya sa isa’t isa amidst the water turbulently soaking us.

I dried him up with a towel, and  so did he. Tawa ako nang tawa dahil tinagalan niya ang pagpagpag sa dick ko.

On the bed I sat down, habang nakaluhod siya. He started touching my shaft, and took it all in his mouth. In and out. In and out. In and out his mouth went. He licked my 7-inch shaft. Ungol ako ng ungol. Kahit girlfriend ko di naibibigay ang ganung sensation sa akin. Si John lang. He licked it like a kid eating ice cream. He licked it nice and slow. He licked like theres’s no tomorrow. He did same with my balls. The head of my dick, my shaft, my balls. Hinihigop niya. Malapit na ako, at nagmamaka-awa: “John, please!” Tumigil siya.

“Ikaw naman Jason.”

I kissed him on the lips first. I kissed him on his neck, feeling his man-scent. I touched his chest, and licked his very erect nipples. Umuungol siya. “Aaaaah. Aaaaaah. Aaaaaah.” Tayung-tayo na ang nipples niya. Habang dini-dilaan ko ang left nipple nya at pinaglalaruan ng mga kamay ko ang right nipple at buhok niya, our dicks are having a swordfight. “You like it?” I asked, pero ungol lang ang tugon niya.

I continued licking and kissing his chest, his abs, kanyang kili-kili, his pecs – I just love his torso so much. I continued licking and kissing his man trail, down to his pubes. I touched his dick. “Jason, please!” Binitiwan ko. Kumikisay kisay at hinalik-halikan ko paunti-unti ang ulo nito. Hinu-huli huli ko ng kagat at higop ang ulo nito habang himas-himas ko ang legs niya. “Uuuuh… Uuuuh… Uuuuh…” Tugon niya sa bawat pagpapligaya ko sa kanya.

Sinimulan kong higupin nang buo ang balls niya. I started touching his shaft, and took it all in my mouth. In and out. In and out. In and out my mouth went. Gaya ng ginawa niya ang ginawa ko sa kanya. Malapit na siyang labasan nang tigilan ko ito.

“Pwede ba kitang pasukin?”

“Andyan sa drawer ang lube.”

Nilagyan ko ng lube ang butas niya. Hinay-hinay kong pinasok ang akin sa butas niya.

“Aaaaah, sarap mo Jason.”

Nagsimula akong gumalaw. Dahan-dahan, hangga’t sa unti-unti kong binibilisan.

“Uuh… Uuhh… Aaaaah…. Aaaaah…. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh…. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh…. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh... Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh… Jason fuck me! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah… Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah… Puta Jason, PUTA! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahh…”

Patuloy lang ako sa pag-indayog, hanggang sa nilabasan ako sa loob niya. Tigas na tigas pa rin siya kaya muli ko siyang tsinupa hanngang sa labasan siya. He wanked it all on my chest.

Pinunasan niya ang tamod niya at hinalikan akong muli. Ang chest ko, nipples, abs, pecs, kili-kili, the way I love my man to do it on my torso. We kissed each other and wanked each others’ dicks.

We passed out, at nakatulog. By 2 AM, nagising ako. Magpapaalam na sana ako pero sabi niya’t mag-shower muna kami at kakain kami. Di pa pala kami nagdi-dinner.

Kumain kami sa fastfood and talked.

“So what now? I like this.” I asked.

“Wala, ganito lang. I like this too. So fuck buddy?”

“Sure. Fuck buddy.” I smiled.

“If ever you need a job next sem, or when you graduate, or when you need help para sa review, as long as this continues, I’ll help you.”

So ayun, we did it twice that week, and the week after nung nagkabati na kami ng girlfriend ko. After my OJT, we seldom have met but John and I sure had some good moments together.

I’m still with my girlfriend now, I don’t know if she knows about my relationship with John. That’s how considerate my girlfriend is. I sure have introduced her to him one time, and that was it. Nagpaparinig nga siya eh, na despite of HIV instances among male-to-male encounters, she still has no qualms over the deed per se as long as safe sex is done. So ako naman itong si abusado, still having good times with John, and her. Heck, if destiny allows, I will marry her one day. I don’t know what the deal will be between John and I – I’m just enjoying with him as my “buddy” and somewhat my “professional mentor”. Ayos rin pala yung recommendation niya kaya I’m currently employed to my dream job now.  I sometimes deal with his business matters now, and just as a good OJT once, I do his bidding.